Patience is needed, but it's TRYING!

I have been struggling with the decision to quit my full time job. I have been balance a lot of other things such as blogging, creating social media content, writing wellness plans and more. I pray and manifest daily on what I want. Being patient is not easy. Patience is needed but it is very trying! Sometimes, the waiting period makes you make to give up.

You have to practice patience. You have to pray for patience. You have to ask yourself "what's the rush?". Well my rush is that I'm unhappy. My full time jobs takes a lot of my time, yet it brings me no fulfillment. It gets 1,000% hard when you have checked out mentally from something or someone. When you have checked out, you don't even want to give the effort! However, I am wise. I am wise enough to understand that I need this income right now. Quitting my job without a plan is a lack of wisdom and self control. I want to put myself in a great position while waiting for my dreams to come true.

I need to be patient. I do not hate my job, I just dislike how much of my time it uses. Some folks situation is far worse than mines. Some folks are waiting for a call back while I have 2 great paying jobs already. i need to practice strength, self control, and wisdom in order not to make a foolish decision. I want things done a my speed, however, that's unrealistic. It's unrealistic because we are not moving on my time. We are moving on God's time. I will have to be uncomfortable for a while until God feels I handle the things I've been praying for. I must practice patience. I must learn to follow when I know I'm not in the lead of my own journey. Be patient. It will be worth it.